Even though it hasn't been long since the day that you've been gone People tell me, “time will heal......" but not having you here seems so unreal. I feel like I'm living in a dream - then reality hits......and I want to scream. You are my baby, my first born - my son, and with your short life, I know I wasn't done With teaching and loving and caring that's true, and all of life's treasures I wanted for you. I keep thinking what would I do, if I had another moment to say I love you. How would I fill that moment I long of, except with words conveying my love. I can't be thankful for what I have not - but do try and be thankful for all I got. The time with you so short and sweet, you always were "mum's special treat."